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27 Dis 2012 | 10:54 PTG | 0 candie blossom
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never actually shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting, or laugh with you when you make a fool out of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather, they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy, or competition, but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song, or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid, it’s like being young again. Colors seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where, before, it was infrequent, or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day always helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind, or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soulmate who will remain loyal until the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life. Memohon kepadamu Ya Allah.
9 Dis 2012 | 7:56 PTG | 0 candie blossom
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Ya Allah seandainya telah engkau catatkan dia milikku, tercipta buatku, satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku. Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami agar kemesraan itu abadi dan ya Allah ya tuhanku yang maha mengasihi, seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini, ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi. Tetapi ya Allah, seandainya telah engkau takdirkan dia bukan miliku bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan. Serta ya Allah ya tuhanku yang maha mengerti, berikanlah aku kekuatan melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit, hilang bersama senja nan merah agarku bisa bahagia walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya. Dan ya Allah, yang tercinta gantillah yang telah hilang tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya. Ya Allah ya tuhanku, pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan adalah yang terbaik buat ku kerana engkau maha mengetahui segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini. Ya Allah, cukuplah engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku Di dunia dan di akhirat. Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba Mu yang daif ini. Jangan engkau biarkan aku sendirian Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat. Menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran. Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman, Supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai. Dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh dan solehah. Amin,Ya Rabbal A’lamin. |